notes on healing: the absence of sadness isn’t always progress, healing looks different on everyone, you can create your own closure, self-care doesn’t always feel good, self-harm is sometimes hard to notice, leave your pride at the door, have conversations with yourself daily, do not measure healing by the hurt you feel, it’s okay to ache, don’t rush through grief, sleep
i cant escape anymore sleep isnt even mine anymore youre in my dreams youre kissing her in my dreams i woke up and threw up i hate her so much ive never hated another person so much but ill always hate myself the most. the most worthless
I’ve never felt more betrayed n hurt n empty tbh lmao
hope you’re as miserable as I have been the past week hope you enjoy fucking her as much as you hated her hope you regret everything hope you’re ashamed cause you and I both know you’re just talking to her cause she’s obsessed with you and you need attention. you’re so sus you talked so much shit about her and everyone that even ASSOCIATED with her and now here you are, with her.
ill never want u back in my life after you’ve been in hers. lowest of the low. have fun you’ve ruined everything sweetheart
wow its hard tonight. this summer i’ve felt so lost and empty. thinking about things that could’ve been, ways things should’ve gone. feeling stuck and dead, like this isn’t how my life should’ve gone. been feeling nothing more than something lately. haven’t felt like this in a long time… this empty bottomless sadness instead of the gut wrenching debilitating fucking depression i usually deal with. just feel so hollow, like nothing means anything anymore. i dont care about anything or anyone in my life right now really, except doing well in school, at least that’s something, but thats the only thing
